“You love him too, don't you?”

I went out to dinner with some old and dear friends last night and some how we Started talking about my actors and how I`ve been watching David soul movies, etc... and they started teasing me about the "Young Pretty men" I`m obsessed with(their terms). It made me appreciate LJ even more. But it got me thinking...

about Laura`s question about why us "older" women seem to like younger, built men. Well I realize that all my life, even as a young girl, I have always been attracted to "pretty men".
Ewan is my least pretty man (wait let me explain) that I ever liked. He is a pretty human being and when he was younger and had long hair and when he was Julien, he was very pretty. Ewan is very manly and can be less physically pretty sometimes, ex, red beard, bushy mustache..., but he is so gentle, and kind, and loving, and happy ,and like I said truly a pretty perfect person.
But usually I like pretty men, with pretty eyes and faces. Cillian is a pretty boy, David Soul is a pretty man, his skin is flawless and his eyes a beautiful and his hair is so pretty. There are others, but I just wonder where this came from. Why I love pretty boys. I also like the gentleness of these men. Have you ever noticed how gentle Hutch is when he is touching someone, he can beat up the bad guys, but when he looks at someone he cares about he is pure gentleness.
This post is mainly for myself, because, I truly wonder why I have been like this from a very young age. Always obsessed with men of this nature.
My RL friends are never attracted to the men/boys that I am, they like the older, manly men.
Oh well I guess I`ll never know, unless someone out there is a therapist and wants to analyze me.