“You love him too, don't you?”

Alex are you ok? You`ve been so quiet I was starting to worry. Are you still in pain? Did you go to the docter? I know I`m too nosey, but I hope all is well!

Well today I got up cleaned the house quickly then I sat down with a cup of tea and watched Young Adam for the first time. First of all, WOW! That was such a good movie. Ewan was at his best. I felt the same as I felt the first time I saw Transpotting and Velvet Goldmine. He was such a good bad boy. It made me also wonder why I am so attractive to him when he plays these dark characters. Am I warped? All those old feeling just resurface and leave me wanting more! And that kissing scene in the boat when Les was on deck, you just don`t see kissing like that in movies! GRRRRRRR!